Great Father calls- Leave the world come to light.
Great Mother speaks- Welcome home, be with love.
Great Weaver sings-Dance with me spirit life.
As you read the words of this song it is a call to you. This is the inner energy of spirit beingness and the truth of the soul from which you came- originally. Of course as you come into incarnations into the reality of the physical world instead of being the child of Great Mother, Father, and Weaver you became the child of your biological parents and the culture in which you live. Acquiring ancestors other than Great Mother, Weaver, and Father is a problem.
Over centuries we have been born into different families. Each of these families has a genetic makeup which holds an emotional and mental pattern as well as a physical pattern. So, no matter how hard we try to be otherwise- we are still just like our mother and father. This is our biological, genetic, cultural, and ancestral heritage. Because of this we have a Neesha energy that is woven between us and the people we have been closest to in the world. We become a thread in a cloth and every time we incarnate we become the same thread in the same cloth that we were entangled with the last time. It is unusual for us to have a close relationship with a physical being that we have not known in some past lifetime. Now if we were adopted it means that the family to whom we truly belonged couldn’t birth us and had to acquire us somehow. Like magnets we are drawn together to our friends and we find ourselves repelled by our adversaries- and yet both of these is an entanglement.
Neesha is a habituated energy. Karma is the duty we owe to life and to Great Spirit for gifting us with life.
By carefully avoiding our karma in life after life for what seem to be good reasons we enmesh ourselves more and more into a Neesha pattern. Into that Neesha is woven the strands of relationship with many individuals. Sometimes this is wonderful and sometimes it’s not so great.
All that we have to do in order to live in light is to see what we are, what we think, what truly motivates us- be aware of it and then decide about it. Everything in our Neesha is not bad or wrong- even those things we don’t like about us have a positive application if we are aware and decide if this is a good time to apply or use that energy. Even our benefactor qualities can be negative if we are not aware of a choice and decide to use them because that is appropriate in that situation.
It is no more helpful and enlightened to react unconsciously from our benefactor qualities than it is to react from our undesirable personality qualities.
Great Spirit is saying- TURN ON THE LIGHT AND WAKE UP!
What are we obligating ourselves to if we admit and accept that we are children of Light?
We are accepting our responsibility to be Aware and to Decide- to exercise Free Will.
One of the hardest things to accept is that even if we are aware and have decided from awareness we could still be wrong-so living in decision does not guarantee success.
What is Great Spirit showing us? Spirit is teaching us to Lighten Up!!! Instead of being horrified by mistakes we could learn to laugh at ourselves. Great Spirit is like a smiling sun- what does the sun have to smile about? It is the purity of the awakening of infinite possibility. If we have made a mistake we have something to learn.
In order to learn we must become adaptable. We cannot have a sense of humor if we are not adaptable. If we have humor we do not have to travel down into the dark of our ancient pain. We can make a mistake and still be OK. Rarely are mistakes fatal. If our mistake was not fatal we have another chance to learn.
Enlightenment is the road to untangling the threads of our Neesha from the patterns of life and to place those threads into the hands of Great Spirit- so spirit may help us return to our true self. This requires moving our mind into the mind of Great Spirit so that we become the Light that shines for others…but before there can be a light shining out there must be a light that is shining inside. Once the Light does shine inside our tendency will be to be horrified at what you see.
Guilt, shame, and horror are the usual responses to awareness and enlightenment. If we have guilt, shame, and horror- the next logical step is either anger or depression. None of this is of any use on the road of returning to our true self. Perhaps we only need to rest in the heart of Great Spirit who will help us be full of Light and Laughter.