I Am

I am is the most important energy in the life of a human being.  This is because everything is about us.  Humans always think in terms of I am.  “I am happy.  I am sad.  I am angry.  I am compassionate.”

b550a71c4cc07c6432bd0f76decd7b56--positive-feelings-positive-lifeI am consists of two parts: the Great and the little.  Great Self, True Self, Higher Self is the I am with a period.  For little self, personality self, incarnate self the words I am is the beginning of a sentence.  Humans explain our actions, our thoughts, and our intentions through the words I am.

Spirituality, we are informed, is to arrive at the totality of the Great I am.  Imagine a circle.  This circle is Divine Spirit, the All Is One energy.  It encompasses the infinite potential of all that has been and all that will be, or might be.

However, as duality arises from mind the circle begins to be crossed by lines.  We do this in religion as we divide the great circle into conceptual pictures.  The lines could be expressed as- Father, Son, and Holy Spirit; Divine Mother, Father, and Weaver; Earth, Sky, and Spirits.  There are numerous ways the circle becomes a picture.  And then the picture becomes the path, the way, the truth.  We can’t help thinking and attempting to understand but we start making trouble when our picture becomes The Picture.

As humans we are always busy trying to understand ourselves, others, and the universe.  As spirits we discover the Great Circle that is the I am; the Divine Avatar connection, Buddha Self, Christ Consciousness Self, True Self, Higher Self, etc.  Then, because we are physical beings, we begin to define ourselves.  We have spent lifetimes creating patterns and habits of thinking and acting that are lines in the circle of our Great I am.  After a while, we have a very complex picture within the Great Circle of Life.

Most of us assume that the path of spirit is about changing ourselves to fit into the “spiritual” role defined by whatever set of teachings we are engaged in.  Sometimes it’s about finding the right path so we can be saved, healed, or magicked into a perfect being.  We have forgotten the Great I am and focus only on the messy lines we have scribbled within the circle.

To bring our attention back to the wholeness of our circle it’s necessary to accept all the lines within the circle, even the scribbles.  Everyone has things we don’t like about ourselves.  But, we are the artist who drew the picture.  Some of it we created as a child.  Part was created by a scared or angry adolescent.  Other parts seemed to be there when we were born.  What if we simply redraw the lines, or add new ones, so all the parts fit together into a mandala of beauty? cf678298ff62e73909fc118e228cc284--lotus-mandala-tattoo-lotus-flower-tattoos

The place to start with our Great I am mandala is to stop thinking we are broken. It helps to focus on how we already are loving, generous, kind, and compassionate.  Sometimes we will discover that we are harder than we thought; softer than we thought, more fragile than we thought, smaller or bigger than we thought.  Those are just lines in the Great I am Circle.  We can learn to say, “I am that.”

Once we add lines or restructure lines within the Great Circle we have wholeness.  We will have structural, spiritual, moral, and ethical integrity.  What if we paint the mandala of our life in all the colors of creation?  Maybe we will end up being who we were always meant to be.

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Spirit’s Job

To be a worker of the light a preparer of the way it’s helpful to focus on one of three energies:  love, joy, or peace.  Pick the one you think will be easiest or the most desirable in your life.   In order to prepare the way for one of these energies, you need all of them, but pick just one for identification purposes.  I am a being of love.  I am a being of joy.  I am a being of peace.

main-qimg-3bd3f2b1bb3591151590a059ca5f4305Think of it as a job description.  Once you understand what the job is, you must learn how to demonstrate it successfully.  Wherever you find yourself daily in life is the place for practice.

Create a symbol to remind you of this energy – wear it, associate a color with it, write it on your mirror, post it on the refrigerator, or write it on the dashboard.  Do whatever it takes to remind yourself of this energy that is your special job as a light being.

As with a job description, write down the activities, thoughts, behaviors, gifts, and ways to express a demonstration of this energy.  List the job’s goals.  List specific activities and details.  E.g., to bring joy, smile; to bring love, show compassion and bring comfort; to bring peace, work with interfaith activities, such as the Habitat for Humanity.

Don’t choose joy if you think of yourself as shy and retiring or need lots of approval.  If you are too fond of another’s approval, you won’t be able to demonstrate love, either.  You must be bold to demonstrate love.  It requires courage to forget about you.  Peace is about bringing people of differing ideas together for the greater good, such as sharing food with those who are hungry.  By the way, mark your calendars for each Sunday to remember to bring food donations for the food bank.  Give away is part of preparing the way for peace.  But if you are too busy or feel unworthy, peace is not for you.

Uh, oh.  Looks like you can either learn this job as a way of life or be guilty, angry, frustrated, and disappointed.

Add I am a preparer of the way, a light being of ______ and I accept this truth into my life now to your daily prayers or meditation practices.hqdefault

You are going to have barriers.  So what?  When you really want something, you find a way to get it.  You manage to create whatever is important to you in your life.  Mostly demonstrating these energies costs nothing.  Smiles are free.  Compassion is free.

However, being a preparer of the way will cost you your pride.  Fear prevents you from being a being of light, from being a spiritual master.  Get over yourself.  Little self is of no value.  Eternal life is freedom from all the little deaths created by fear.

Notice, I am not giving you a choice to not be a preparer of the way.  Which if the three energies will you choose?  If you need to, “fake it till you make it.”  Eventually it will become real.  Be bold!